I'm sitting here at Ava and any minute the career counselor will show up but I just have to get this out.
I may fall easy, and often, and hard. But that doesn't make it any less real. That doesn't make how I feel about Craig any less true, or real, or immense. I meant every 'I love you'. Every 'lets get married tomorrow'. Every 'lets name the baby..'. Who cares that it was so fast? When you know, you know. Unfortunately we don't have enough faith in each other to handle the distance.
God I hope this gets easier. I know it won't go away and it's only been a few hours, but I can't handle this for too long. I want him today. And tomorrow. And every day and every night after that.
This is all so cliche, but how else can I describe it? I can already feel a piece missing and I don't want to find a new one, I want that one back where he belongs.
